First off, I wanted to say thank you for all the kind words and thoughts my way. =) I really am doing okay. I think the turning point for me is acknowledging to myself I’m not okay so I can work on making myself okay. Such as getting out of conversations I’m uncomfortable such as talking about dieting, and really trying to focus on just getting through my school work so I can graduate.
Monday’s breakfast was a delicious yogurt bowl of texture. Starbucks Greek honey parfait with a ripe plum and dry almond butter. You know when all the dry parts are stuck to the bottom of the jar? That’s where I’m at right now and I refuse to waste any of it!
Ug. I’m exhausted. Today was really hard emotionally. Too much time to sit around and think. Think about letting go of what I thought was my dreams. Accepting that I have some issues I need to work on. Trying to figure out how to tell people about those issues.
All the thinking was very emotional.
I was up around 7am. That’s sleeping in for me. Then I made a hot breakfast of Kodiak Cakes with maple syrup, almond butter, fresh plum, and dried cranberries.
Being productive, I got a lot of preparing done for my last counseling session tomorrow for my Nutritional Counseling class. I feel prepared and ready to finish this assignment.
Morning everyone. =) I finally have a full day off from everything so let me get caught up here! I opened Saturday morning so I was up bright and early at 4am.
By my first 10 minute break I was hungry and my boss had brought in homemade chocolate chip cookies. Yes, I normally don’t like chocolate in my cookies but I ate one with an iced Sumatra Blue Batalk Clover Brewed Coffee. Delicious. Man unsweetened coffee with a sweet treat is good.
So I went to my first party in like…over two years last night. I didn’t get home until 4am and had to get up at 6am. >.< I also did not feel good due to drinking some alcohol. I just had one drink but it was very strong.
Anyway, I knew I needed a hot breakfast. All that sounded good was a tomato and cheese square with a double short ristretto Americano with one pump classic and a splash of breve.
Okay guys I gotta make this quick. Here’s what’s going on with me:
Next week is midterms and I haven’t gone anywhere near the level of studying I normally do. I’m kind of worried I may be becoming a “bad” student.
Not only is it midterms next week but my huge important dietetic internship application is also due. The application that decides the next year of my life.
I’m still trying really hard to be the person I want to be and that includes being social. No WONDER I’ve been such a good student all these years without having friends. Friends take time!
So anyway I don’t have time to write up nice interesting posts right now. In fact, I’m debating not posting at all at least until Valentine’s Day when everything is handed in and submitted. That seems like a little long break though so for now I’m going to aim for wordless posts, still sharing what I’m eating.
Hope that’s okay! Here’s just a flurry of photos I’ve taken since we talked last.
I’m dying to do some reading in bed so I’m going to make this quick!
First off the moment we’ve all been waiting for: The winner’s of the Pacific Soup Giveaway! Through the help of random.org the two winners are:
7. Susan Christy
Congratulations!! Neither of you left no email address so PLEASE email me at firstname.lastname@example.org in order to claim your prize. If I do not hear from either of you by Monday I will have to re-draw winners!
For those who didn’t win, don’t be discouraged. I am planning another giveaway soon. =)
I’m better!! Well…I say I am. Sure there’s a few sniffles, a few nose blowings, some coughs…but I’m better.
Breakfast was a delicious smoothie, this time with mixed frozen berries instead of banana but in all other ways the same as the last few days.
I have to say..I don’t know what’s going on but Vincent is very mad at me lately. He has destroyed TWO phone chargers in less than a week. I try so hard to hide the cords but he keeps finding them. =( Luckily a nice regular at work gave us all $10 Amazon gift cards for the holidays, so I was able to purchase another cord. I wish he’d stop being angry though. He also keeps waking me up before my alarm for no reason. He has food; he has water. He’s just mad at his mom. It’s making sleep very difficult. Any advice?